Stephen Haguewood
Stephen Haguewood
It is 4 a.m. and here I am again..awake..woken by the sound of her voice or the feeling of her being here...needing me to help her. I've done that so many times now that it is second nature to me. I know enough about grieving to know it is a process..that you go through phases, emotions...intense feelings. Right now, all those feelings seem to be bubbled up in front of my mind. Yesterday was very hard as I laid this sweet woman's physical body down to eternal sleep and peace..and rest. It was done with dignity...beauty..and in a way that I know in my heart she would have liked. To my family, my two daughters, Ashlee and Amanda..and my son-in-laws..Bobby and Selby..I am grateful you were with us..and I know she knows out there that you cared enough to be there...to show her respect..and to help me deal with all of this. To my grandchildren...Logan, Landon, Kaylee, Tyner, and Landry..the beauty of your life and the love in your heart means the world to me. MB loved you all. To my ex-wife, Patti Haguewood...one of the sweetest, kindest people I've ever known, thank you for caring....for talking to me and being there as my friend of so many years. To, Allen Turner, a friend to both MB and me...thanks for being there for us. To my limited list of "FB friends", thank you to those of you "real" enough to express your thoughts to me during this loss. Finally, to The Rev. Carol Mead of St. Peters's By the Lake, thank you for your service for MB and the kind words you spoke and consolation you provided. And, last but not least, thank you to Pat Matthews and the staff of Ott and Lee Funeral Home, for all you did for me..and for Mary Beth. Your professionalism was only exceeded by your true sense of knowing I was lost and needed you to help me. You treated her with respect, dignity, and caring..what she deserved..and I am eternally grateful. As for MB"s "family", her niece, her friend, Roger, and her son Jared...I am glad you were there for her. None of the others...the cousins, or whatever you were to her, cared enough to do anything other than contact me through FB. I can only surmise that your "attentiveness" was just what Mary Beth knew in her heart. It was the pretend side of yourself...your fakeness and your cover of who you are when people aren't watching you. You were not there...sent no flowers. But that is ok...even in my angry emotions and hurt emotions for her..I accept that your absence was in her best interest. She, like me, had grown to know that in reality, people like you are meaningless..unimportant to your survival and certainly in your death. You have to live with you and the fact that you can only says something else about you that I will not speak. So there...I have let that side of the emotions I am going through out to anybody who cares to listen...and I am done. I will put this down eventually because you are not the kind of person I wish to remember. You have to live with yourself...and, sadly, you will be able to do that. The days ahead are going to tax me..but I have been taxed emotionally many times in my life and I will move forward as I always have. It is going to take awhile, as those of you who have lost like this can understand. Right now, I have to deal with this myself...be strong and determined as I usually am. MB changed my perspective on a lot of things in this life because of the uniqueness of who she was. I was "schooled" by her about these emotions and I learned from her about letting go of insignificant people and dramatically unimportant events in the big picture that need to slide away so you can focus on what IS important. I think that is something you learn more and more about as you get older. I will not speak of these things again. Mary Beth would have been the first to say..."What's the point, Stephen?" "Well, love, the point is that I got it out and right now that is important to me and I'm trashing it after this." She is now in the place she needs to be and I am trying to find ways of coping. I hope you understand that. I'm gonna take a day at a time and will slowly put these pieces of myself back together. There will be a few who will help me do that when I ask and others smart enough to comprehend that I have to find my way with my own flashlight. Thank you for understanding.
Sat, 25 Oct 2014 05:35:17 -0500





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